ParaDiSe

W W H YY

2005-12-16T06:59:00.000-08:00

why? after training so hard i still haven even improve? after those training i tot i had.. but instead my timing was worse.. how to win? *pray* pray* for something good to happen to me before the end of this year.. and know wat guys? i onli got 50 over 100 for my MOB test.. im like so close to failing can.. so close.. i thought i did well.. everything is i thought.. but always turn out to be wrg.. why?
exam is coming le.. i realli hope i can do well lehs.. and competition is coming le.. i really hope i can win lehs.. and all the training.. and work load.. i realli hope i can cope lehs.. haha nvm lahs im sure i can... Well everyone out there you all still okies?

Hope everyone is doing fine yeah? =p jia you man

bloggy

2005-12-14T06:10:00.000-08:00

well set up a blog for my bro and sis group le.. WOhoho.. good way to keep in touch and keep each others updated bahs.. haha
today i tell you all.. my gem class so boring also haha my gem brand design haha go there learn erm.. haha i duno wat i learning also lahs den sit there for 1 hour like that teacher lecture a bit den go off le.. whohoho den when for the briefing on which course should i choose for next year? EBM? or EBT? wohoho.. EBT sounds more fun.. but EBM is my interest though i know it will be quite stress? OMg lah! i saw the whole module for EBM.. looks kinda scary.. but still.. let me think... haha but i think i made up my mind le.. okies

den went to bugis after that.. so tire haha but wanna go see my friends.. my bros and sis.. haha some a few days nv see le.. miss them mahs.. so go dwn lorhs den go shop abit den went home early after that.. kinda not the old me.. haha

(@.@)

2005-12-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

hmm.. im so tire le.. and competition is gettin near. training is gettin very intense. and im no where near the mark of winning any medal. less de a mth le.. haha how far can i go? a fifteen rounds of the workout that we did might seem easy when you look at it.. when you are de one doing it.. gosh.. complete that and you will feel like heaven.. did that workout for three time le and heard is ggin to change to even tougher one. god bless me kies. nah nvm.

Well at least things are better now.. some of my friends are happier now.. glad to hear that .. good for them.. solve their problems and all that.. up coming..

UP next mr and mrs singapore poly.. who wanna go see lol. dun know wan go for fun not.. see how the winners look like whahaha... better be damn handsome and chio one. yeap and hoildays coming... hope training wunt be in the morning.. lol cant wake up you know.. i dun like it haha..

Anyway nothing much happen le bahs.. nothing interestin though. i wan stdy hard le.. haha but i cant.. i just cant concentrate.. i need a motivation .. ookies.. end here.. and im sure this font is big enough..

Life

2005-12-10T01:42:00.000-08:00

hmm. guess everyones different bahs.
so tire le. what can i do?
i wanna know.
The future that set ahead of me so unclear.
things turn out always de way i dun wan it to be..
dunno.. m i a failure in life?
i jus cant seems to handle most of the situations thats given to me.
where am i now.. i dun wan to fall into a depression again...
i wanna be the gay(cheerful) me..
maybe i did too much wrg.. so uneven..
the course set thats set for me this year.
jus hope next year.. it will be better..
for me and for everyone else...
this font is it better?

testin

2005-12-08T07:52:00.000-08:00

IS this font big?

whatS wrong?(updated)

2005-12-07T23:35:00.000-08:00

Whats wrong with the world we are living in? A place where peace is no longer in existance. Have you all read the news? A malay guy going home from school and have his hand chop off by someone who have totaly no idea what the hell he is doing. What did the malay guy do to deserve that tpye of treatment? Take another example, six of us sitting at 749 eating cake and a bunch of AHBENGS came and beat us up. Whatever for? Cus we never share the cake we ate with them? Thats certainly not the case. Their brain is proberly rotten, cant think. I mean for goodness sake.. what for you wan to beat someone who have not offended you in anyway? Kind of stupid can.
And this is so ironic.. Today i board the train and was on my way to school.. you guys know theres always advertisment on the train? lots of them.. and i saw one with the police patrol car and on it it asked " Do You know why singaporeans sleep peacefully?" erm.. ya something like this... SEE?? And how many people get their hands chop.. how mani people are involve in gang fight each day? especially at night...Singapore is no longer a place i feel safe in. A place i can safely go out at night anymore. Singapore a safe place... that impression is gone... so sad..
Whats happening to this world? people hurting people, both physically and emotionally. sometimes hurting someone emotionally is inevitable, that we all know.. but physically? there seems to be no reason for people to throw fist at each other cus of some staring incident. Or pick up a fight cus you got nothing to do.. haix... so sad.. where... ?? is there peace?? i wanna go...

ANY way since im here.. If anyone wants to join track and field please tell me kies.. and erm you dun have to be fast lahs have that interest in running will do. im refering to sp students only.. please if you all got any friends who like to run ask them to join too hao mah? not that track is short of people. But i just feel that more people will be more fun and theres more push and motivation factor..

I wanna rest... so tire...

MY that aunt! WTF is wrg with her.. can i take something glue her mouth up? she is like damn selfish can!!!! OMG!! cant stand her lahs... shit her... whatever lahs

captian baLL~

2005-12-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

yesterday sunday... is the first time i took part in a captain ball competition. it is held by some christain thingy and there were 20 over teams. BROs and SIS grp send two team there. erm me, xua, jam, neo, alan, jean, erm forget that gal name, jac and one more guy from outside. min of two gals and four other members have to be in the match totali up to six. and the game start under de blazing hot sun. lol.. we lose the first match got TOK.. den after that we have to go to try to go in by the back door. wat they call de secondary league. so we have to win every match. ya den we won the next one. bringin us up to the next round. my gro name is element. the other grp we send is kajor. they make it too =p. den we head to the next round tgt both win one and lose one. den we win the next round again =p=p... thrashing them!!! kajor play well too with 14-1? haha den we proceed to the next round.. this time round kajor lost. due to some idiot refree and players from other team. but element make it through. still THrashin other teams. den our team make it to the top 8 le.. this game i mus say.. the refree is fuckin bias lahs. is damn obvious who they siding.. no one is there to see if the defender at our catcher there makes ani foul. they jus eyeing with element team got ani foul anot. wtf rite. den we at first lead them with few points like 4? den the refree ani how giv de opp ball den they catch up.. so mad lahs, den we drew at the end. sorri last part i didnt hold de ball well guys.. for the last 20 sec. den the golden goal.. cb lahs bloody opps... they no sportman lahs... they out i help them go take ball and they start the ball without me in the court lahs cb rite? den nvm.. the last ball the stupid opp defender was standin outide le lahs!!!! den he catch de ball and threw the ball across the court and the player score.. while we are tryin to tell the ref they out le... wtf rite? that defender step on the fkin line le lahs... den we lost to them... they say we bulli their gals lah cus before that match element got play against them before mahs.. den they saywe bulli their gals? like how we bulli? is not not good lahs say us... we also got gals wat all equal.. we also nv go foul them or wat.. they ownself wan to put the gal as the catcher de mahs ... nvm lahs let the win lahs... this type of pple... win le will happy mehs... shit them.. nvm lahs we first time take part make it to top 6? haha not bad le lahs whoho... well for today.. i went for the test mob test okies lahs not say hard.. but i jus forget some points cus realli tire le.. why they have test after the whole day lesson de? no one can do well when mentalli all of us are so tire le lorhs.. nah nvm... is over aniway ahha

wth LOL

2005-12-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

YEsterday i went to sch.. after the joggin elective went to wenya's birthday BBQ. Wor alot of people lahs. Alot looks damn beng lah. So i not scare later will dio komb lahs. i dun think other gang so stupid to come find fault with us lahs haha. den stay there till 10.30.. jus when we want to leave.. it started to rain damn heavy.. WOR so cold lahs! went to take a taxi home. reach home eat abit den sleep le. today wor up and went to sch at 8.30 for training. wth.. late lahs lucky coach not there yet. heng lol.. den after that went to play basketball erm.. something interesting happen whahaha...
Theres this two small indian boy at the HDB block jus beside the basketball court. They stay at2nd level. and they were standing at the window there. Guess wat they do? (anyway they are jus some small kids onli) One of them shouted out " who wan see my penis?" den he stood on a table or something and flash his *toot*... and and then he did it over again and again.. den ask "who wan see my butt?" haha.. den dunno disappear go where le.. lol wth rite he flash his *toot* lahs haha....
Nowadays so strange lahs youngsters dunno becoming wat le... on the streets can even see pri sch students holding hands or wat lahs.. so mani lorhs all so young.. last time i pri sch dun even know wat the hell is loving someone lahs.. so innocent and all that heee... lol... den when to eat at zhongwei house dwn stair that 24 hours coffee shop and now im back home.. wanted to stdy but den fell asleep on the table lahs.. so nah nvm lahs later den stdy haha..

and this wat i found in the mail my friend send me." KNow about yourself"
and this wat it wrote:(about me) erm im number 2. ahha read and tell me whos good match with me kies haha...

IF you were born on the:
>>1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
>>2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
>>3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
>>4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
>>5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
>>6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
>>7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
>>8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
>>9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.
>>Number 1: You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn,
>hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted,>temperamental,>friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely>to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age,>but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with>people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over>your>enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a>good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular.>You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament>because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life>you>will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name>down.>Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer,>independent & original your best match is 4, 6, and 8 while a good>match would be with 3, 5, 7

>>Number 2: No matter what, every one will love you because you are>ruled by the Moon. You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem,>you>need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very>unpredictable.>You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a>very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal>communication. You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when>double-crossed. Some might say you have a sixth sense. You will>become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You are not strong in>love, so>your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down.>If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a>man, you tend>to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your>life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You>make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7, 5, and 9 no>other people can put up with you!!!

>>Number 3: You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You>always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages>but>you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in>everything. And from birth you would always have to work hard to>achieve anything you want. You always make a point to set examples on>others,>especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person.>It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you are>comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You always earn>respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and problems>but they>won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love money a bit too>much so temptation will push>you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends,>so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men>born on the 21st). You love your freedom,>creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to>this world!!! Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

>>Number 4: You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in>important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people>away>from you, you may cause>nuisance to others if you are a man, as you gifted are with>understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your>studies>and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends>and you tend to have too much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends>will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be>left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is>that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in>love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but>you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people>who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your>relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit>Old-fashioned;>you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good match 5, 6,>and 7

>>Number 5: You are very popular and you can get things done only by>talking.>Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things>spontaneously. You will be famous if you get involved in any>business.>Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the>one actually with the money to help your friends. You will have more than>one relationship, but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You>tend to go for other relationships ? even if you are married at times>because>of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the>numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn>your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good>match 6, 8.

>>Number 6: Ooopppss... you were born to enjoy! You don't care about>others.>I mean you always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will>excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind>(but>with only people who you think are nice), and popular. All good things>come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You>are loveable by any number. But if you are number 6 men, you will be>involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are>a>girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person>towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort &>fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you>can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because you have>the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step>further..>Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

>>Number 7: You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in>education, music, art, singing, and most importantly in acting. You also>have a>bad temper! You value your family status a lot; you will be in the top>rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with>girls.>Most of the number 7s faces lots of problems with their married life.>Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries>throughout your lifetime. You need to get ready looking for a partner>rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up being>single.>You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your best match is 2. Good>matches are 1, 4

>>Number 8: You have a very strong personality and people will find it>hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger>years.>You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You>often suffer all the way through life. You will learn life in a very>practical>way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in>the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and>most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others.>However, once you settle down, (which is often late), then your had lucks>will>disappear.>You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals,>and accidents. You are highly- disciplined, persistence, and courageous,>and it is your strength that will take>you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a>fighter!>Your Best match 1. 4 and 8. Good match 5>>Number 9: You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You>are so strong, physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will>work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already>have gotten there! Normally you suffer in the early age from family>problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by

>>others.>You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up>by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have>suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm>and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy>matter for you. You are however>good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you.>Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your>children.>Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian, patient, very>wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one>equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone. Your best>match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2

2005-12-01T05:51:00.000-08:00

today on the way to school saw zhili.. den reach j.e saw yilin. whahaha yilin like no voice liao. zhili is sleeping all the way. today quite productive in class. i mean i learn more things today haha cus yesterday i slept at 11plus! and wake up at 8..8HRS of sleep! haha okies lahs not alot but enough le. den went to sch as usual late lahs haha everyday late lahs! dunno what is happening to me. i nv late for sch de lehs. MI= A role model for students. whahah nah jk. im always a bad example. the lesson starts... erm MOB tutorial...listern in class and do all the work.. guai hor.. =p den went for break at fd court 6. lol.. so qiao eileen sat at the table bside me. den after that went for mob MOB lecture. lol.. im so serious and guai there haha hardly say anthing in the lecture hall.. den my frien like ask me haha huida what happen to you? something happen isit.. why you so quiet ahaha lol.. im jus tryin to concentrate on the lecture mahs. den after that i went to erm mit zhongyan? yaya den walk around tryin to find things and do.. BUT NOTHING!!! so we went to SPGG to play arcade lorh.. put a 40cent den play one game.. GAME OVER!!! so fast.. den we went to basement play two games of bowling... den went to fd court 5 le.. wait for the time to go training lorhs training. still okies lahs no coach mahs but he got giv us the training programme lorhs haha so ya still have to run lahs. but ya lorhs anyway competition is coming lahs so have to train! haha
anyway bro Zy you join track for so long le.. train under this coach.. everyone say you improve alot le haha happy rite? yeah! you see hard work pay off.. train harder kies.. happy for ya! haha next year have to join ivp also kies.. =p nothing much today lahs but tml got maths quiz haha five mcq.. sure die haha =p.. okies gtg wor... buaix

omg

2005-11-29T06:48:00.001-08:00

OMG lahs! today is super super super tiring for me! and im sure for mani friends out there especially those from track. You know coach today is like kinda got something happen to him isit? why? why am i so weak lahs i cant even do the things he ask me to do.. and wat makes me worst... is that he said "that is the basic and you cant do?" and " wats wrong with you?" and " wat are you doing?" and " i think you lack of endurance and fittness"... haix..
im reaali tire after doing the workout he ask me to do.. first round he scold le cus i exceed 1 sec. second round he say ok cus i did faster by 2 sec of the timing im suppose to do. den third round i got scolded again cus i jus nice hit the timing.(he wan below it) den forth round my heart pumping like siao.. my leg so suan, my trying to catch my breathe. den he say go again.. the fourth time i did 2 sec slow.. and he scold ask me wat am i doing.. den the last time.. i run.. 6 sec slower.. cus i realli cant take it le.. my legs.. lactic acids forming i cant move, my heart start to pain le.. i cant realli breathe well.. hao xin ku... but coach didnt say anything.. onli after that den he ask me why cant i do even de basic stuff? how to? maybe im realli not suitable for running bahs. i cant perform today i dunno why.. now i almost train everyday.. im jus so tire le.. so tire.. com is coming i cant give up half way.. we ended the training at 7.55pm today... shops close everything is closed... i wanna eat something but all close. so can onli get a few drinks.. haix...
Went home after that ... waited for siying since she is ggin home too.. den ya i slept lahs unkowningly... so fast wld le.. i haven sleep enough.. took a bus home .. and here i m after eating and bathing sittin her typing this... well.. morning nthing much happen.. hey today zhongyan went to my class sia for two lessons and both also never kanna get caught haha.. fun not zhongyan? when de teacher call for benjamine zhongyan rise up his hand lahs ! ahha help ben mark his attendence haha cus ben never come..
lol.. so fast hor one day past le.. sian haha... tml.. wat to do.. hmm.... sian ahs... someone tml entertain me in sch lehs =p (time 11.19pm)

2005-11-28T10:38:00.000-08:00

i jus wanna forget everything =c...

Hmmmm..

2005-11-28T00:27:00.000-08:00

well a few days never update le.. whats wrong i dunno.. jus to tire. tire from everything.
You delected what you wrote? why? is that about us that you wrote? Why.. why last time you decided to leave him.. when you arent even firm in your decision? is okies... anyway i apologise to you le so mani time that im sorri to break you two up.. my fault? ya i guess so.. in the first place i shouldnt be part of your life too.. ya im sorri too cus i nv put myself in your shoe.. i dun understand how you feel i dun know be a tolerant bf last time.. lets jus end all this can? Conclusion... everything is my fault... you did nothing wrg at all.. kies? i ditch you.. ya im someone who you shouldnt even know as a friend. IM not someone you can trust. i cant always be beside you that time, cus you always seem so busy.. i cant do anything at all! for you... anyway if is not me that you are toking about.. den im sorri too..

nah okies back to wat i want to say... went out with zhongyan today to orchard.. saw some contest ggin on.. children age 4 to 5 performing. den they choose the most talented kid.. well most of them sing and dance. and wah saw a little gal dance damn well can.. nah thats all.. and after that went to cini. took the lift and pple tryin to squeezed into the life.. and an american point to a blinkin sign and say: " hey you see, it is overloaded" catch a movie erm forget wats the titile ya.. nvm..
got lots of things to blog but jus seems to forget everything.. arghhh!!! Anyway know alot of my friends now are under depression, sad angry or watever.. hope you all can solve all your problems quickly =p.. can carries a smile wherever you all goes... bring laughter everyone.. haha should lighten up my mood alittle..

WElcome to ArdaX NEWs NEtwork Once agaIN..
Ardax: sorri no news to report for the last few days so no ANN. Well and of cus now that im here i got something to share.. is truely amazing... a mystery.. we i will pas on to report Jack colt.

JacK colt: Hi everyone, im standind here under erm, i forgot the block but is under zhongwei's block... im standind outside a lift... rite here the technicians are tryin to fixed de problem.. cus on one nite there are this few kids, namely zhongyan zixuan, zeng huida, zhongwei and cher Wei tryin to take the lift to 7 floor. guess wat? this 5 person board de life and theres another aunty inside.. de last to come in is cher wei and gues wat happens when he comes in? the life beepx and is actualli a sign that it is over loaded. well the life capacity states that max is 10 person up to 680kg. and theres onli six pple in the life that time. well.... why the lift overloads? no one can explain why.. but as soon as cher wei steps out.. is alrite le.. back to ardax

Ardax: well as you see, alot of things cant be explained. and thats all for today ANN greets everyone good nite....

well.. i realli for get wat i wanna blog le... haix... wats in my mind.. wat wat wat... so fan argh!!! nah not sad or wat.. jus that argh!!! i cant rmb.. wat i wan write.. old le... anyway One more chance is a a nice show.. touching and funni.. blog this first later got tings den i add on...

~...~

2005-11-25T23:08:00.000-08:00

today is the first lesson for elective jogging. There on the paper writes" coach: Mr zeng Hui da" wahahaha i dun know lehs kinda wierd lahs den my class onli got 37 person on de list but onli 30 turn up lahs. i think that will have alot of comments to make lahs cus im like around their age and might be even younger den alot of them so is like i dun know they will like it or not. den i ask them run 2.4 lahs cus need see they how good lahs... erm first one came in is 11.11mins haha nice num hor that eric lahs.. den leah them do stretching all that.. damn lahs mus learn all the technical terms for stretching exercises. abit scare they wunt like it den next lesson no one will turn up lorhs haha... but never lahs at the end got ask them wat comments they have and wat should i do to make the lesson better lahs.. haha they say games lahs and tell you lahs i dunno how to organise games de lahs.. later they say bo lian haha.. but i thinking or relay lahs ahha good? yeah.. haha

and also ahs that sexy zhongyan pei mi from 3 till i run finish at 7plus? haha thanks bro! haha this week run like almost everyday lahs.. but running is good. i realli hope i can get a prize out of all this hard work? did i train hard enough? haha there is this guy who say he dun like to run.. so the reason why he wanted to join is because he wanted to like running... learn to like running .. haha how to let him like running? for me i naturalli like to run since pri sch lahs me and friends forever catchin under the block lahs haha... now how to play catching? pple see you say you childish lahs.. but actualli i dun think so lorhs. thats it mean catchin onli meant for kids to play? and also two opp gender tgt have to be lovers? haha no rite.. ya same logic here.. pple like our age i think we can still play catchin lahs.. to release stress or something. rite myo shwe? haha nah that fag wunt be able to see wat i type.. dunno he is still stayin with those korean gals not haha... happy sia him.. and den well today nothing much lahs sch is very happening this few days watever shit also have lahs haha nah but i participated none haha.. wanted to try basketball lehs.. zy want not? we go tok pple haha

life now is like very pack for me... mon to sat .. and even sometimes sun.. got no time for other thingy le... i dunno.. but also hope to find a gal i like.. at least i will know in singapore theres someone who loves me haha erm opp sex de lahs.. gay no way man.. lol... so pack but i still feel abit of emptiness in me.. nah nvm.. so hows life everyone? i know alot of pple now is damn stress or under depression or in anger.. how good times will come to all of you soon! once the downs are over will be the ups. so jus wait for that time to come kies.. cheerr up=p// bye take

SAd LAHs!!!

2005-11-22T23:58:00.000-08:00

No more 74.9fm... NO more Ardax news network... they were close due to the low popularity rating thatt came in last week. Enough of crappin so much for the past few weeks. Well life certainly do change now. Load of stress added.. from everywhere.. haha nah thats abit overboard. But make me sad ahs.. after reading zy blog. hey bro you okies mahs.. ya saw zw blog also.. he cares alot for you too! i bet others too! haha nah thats not the point here. wat i wan to say is be happy ahs kies. cheer up. Know you dun realli like your class but bear with it kies? haha if im in your class i dunno whack how mani people le lahs.. haha but life is still beautiful with us bros and sis around you dun you think so? yes i know alot of us change and sometimes we start to view people differently. And most of the time we just have to accept the changes in that particular person. zhongyan you are a good bro i must say.. you crap alot lahs but you realli can make pple laugh lahs ahha me and your relationship i mean not gay lahs friendship should be the deepest le bahs. cus stepping into sec sch the first person i know is you! haha and i line up with you rmb? haha that time please lahs we got to admit it.. we all damn toot lahs haha you keep speakin eng i ask you, " you from eng sch ah" haha we had lots of fun lahs camp and everything. got punish for shouting in the life after learning dancing? haha rmb? sorri lahs i cant stand de teacher wat haha so i have to scold him lahs but nv expect those in the life to shout with me lahs.. but before that i got ask lohs.. " is the life sound proof not" dunno who tell me ya lahs.. den after steppin out of the life ganna scolding liao haha you didnt shout abit cus you laughin like mad lahs but den still got punish ahha.. sorri lorhs haha see all these things, good memories that forever stays in my head lahs i hope you do too.. hope thinking of this things will actualli make you smile lahs and ya those time we go movie rampage lahs rmb? haha one week liao 3 or 4 movies ahha den after that broke liao siao haha. nah i also dun realli know wat is bothering you.. but bro got anything can ask me go out de kies. we go yishun 749 there lahs kies? haha exciting sia haha... no lahs we go other place where we will deem it paradise kies haha hope you do find life enjoyable! especially with a gal fag like me haha nah... tc bro and ya also.. dun worri bro, you can always find those hidden heros if you get wat i mean =p... jus press on and dun lose hope yea?

And now what i wanna say today? actualli nothing much also dun feel like crappin so much le. anyway wat can i do with a group of joggers? wat to ask them to do? haha i same age as them or even smaller lahs haha den how to tell them do this do that? also dunno they will like it a not haha sad lahs later i scare till dunno wat to do sia den lose this little job i just got haha anyway dun even know de director will approve my application a not lahs ahha very troublesome lahs for me. ahix mus apply this and that sobx..

And val, dun let this friendship just go wor haha.. must keep in contact sia. know you wanna leave your house to search for a better place. away from your house away from singapore... to somewhere you will really enjoy yourself. Cant do much to stop you, just be careful kies when you go on the trip.. please come back fast kies.. ahha and ya stdy hard also wor.. glad to know you still... gonna miss my good frien here.. sobx.. wah lao i like gay lahs sobx so mani times this entry.. haha

My life, i wanna know alot of friends ... but i wan to know friends that will cherish friendship.. those who will care for one another. haha life is actualli never boring.. ya sometimes it is, i have to admit cus.. take foe example my school! this sem realli sux lahs.. let you all know wat i learn, now im learning data base management, Management of oraganisation behaviour, maths, java, ideas, and gems (brand design) .. tell you wat, java haha cant stand it lahs, those who in my class will know lahs, DBMS, haha no hope lahs so boring.. maths haha duuno wat to say lahs.. then now test coming haha fast hor.. dun even know if i can do well in poly.. last sem did so badly..nvm lahs shall see.. sch is boring lahs. i think jam also thinks so lorh..

why am i so tire this few days? i cant seems to wake up.. haix... always late for lesson. anyway today i went back to training le. well did my best for the 800m time trail le.. but i think still not good lahs... butt after that so pain lahs well see alot of my friends timing improve haha i also happy for them lorhs hope they wil realli come down training regularly.. kies =p.. lets win some medals for sP! haha stop here lahs ahha gtg le 11.58om now le lorhs

~SomethiNG New~

2005-11-20T17:52:00.000-08:00

WELCome TO ArDax POwer 74.9FM.
Here YOu can Crap Till Your jaw Drop. PLease tune in to the same frequence.=p
And this is DUO MEI LI here, your DJ for the day.
DUo MEi li: NOw wat do we have here with us? Oh a sms from huida. It writes " yesterday 19 nov, i went to pasir ris to have a bbq.. and the pit itself is a complete turn off! The construction is blockin de view of the sea and the smell from the soil or watever is OMG. a Killer. Our pit num is 1. haha nice isnt it yeah but we got cheated lahs. NO one would wan that pit for a bbq. Well den we thought of the idea of using pit 3 since it is empty. and GUess wat? after we set up de fire(nah nt i set up, im playin somewhere), those that booked pit 3 came. lol we had to go back to pit 1 . NO choice. They offer us chacoal since we help them set up de fire le. haha den realli lahs nthing much to do actualli. jus slack around cus cant eat also.. the wounds on my head lahs. on that day i jus went to remove it. ya so we all leave the place at about 10? ya."
Duo mei Li: Well you see what a interesting life huida have. and such a generous guy he is(ahem), to willingli share with us his life story.*beep*Beep* Oh we got another msg. LEts see.. OMG huida again. sian but alrite we see wat he writes
Huida: after that i dun feel like going home, so me and a few other friends went to alvin house to stay. BUt alvin left his BIcycle at AMK. So we have to slowli walk to his house first. DEn we actualli wanna sit at a coffee shop and have a drink. wah heng sia damn scary.. as we are walkin to the coffeshop there this grp of ahbeng lahs. ONe is entering a taxi. lol. shit him.. he keep starin at us sia. damn scary. tot history gonna repeats again. we got about 5 person with us at that timelorhs so. if fight sure die also haha but den lucky got police sia haha den he nv come to us.. You can see from his eyes ahs.. the urge of walkin to us and ask us " hey XiO di, You from where de." thank god got police lahs. Is not scare him lahs.. if can i also wan whack him lahs. if he find trouble. But still gt injuries cannot cannot.. cus this few days those who involve in 749 incident suddenli become very violent lahs ahha.. anitime also will feel like beatin up someone. BUt ya lahs can control one. Oh ya and that ahbeng who stare at us is like jus finish a fight one lahs.. his friends sit at the coffee shop there. face gt some bruise. Den LIm still keep askin wanna have a drink not cus he dun feel like so early go home. lol. we ask him faster go home lahs that time damn dangerous le.. For safety mahs no choice later got whack again surely cannot even go out le..den we reach alvin home safe and sound .. heng sia..
i slept around 3 on the floor.. cannot sleep well lahs.! den i climb onto de bed. whahaha.. so nice..
DUo mei li: Well seems to be attracting alot of bad lucks... well thats all from him today. NO MORE MSG FROM HUIDA! yes. and if you have anything to voice out, jus msg Duo Mei Li and we will share your story wif the world.
POWER 74.9 FM, a station that never fails to entertain you.
DUO MEI LI signing off......

So much things to do till i have forgotten wats there for me to do.. i wanna enjoy life..
i wanna enjoy my life, with that special you. ~hope to find you soon~ YOU!! faster come to my life!!! haha nah.. im waiting for apple to fall on me.. know theres no outcome but now really haha nah dunno wat to say...

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ANN 10 pm news

2005-11-17T22:57:00.000-08:00

~ArDax NewS NEtwoRk~
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome back to ANN after a whole day break. So how are you all feeling at this very moment? For me im in fear of being devour by some badies out of no where. This fear is created in me ever seens the news of MR Zeng HuiDa incident reach my ears. Scary isnt it? Heard he is on the road to recovery. God bless him. Well lets go back to todays news head line. OK what do we have here. This incident do not often happen.. and its related to Mr zeng again. I think he really have to go to and temple and pray for the sake of this life. The first news is reported by Singapore Poly.LEts see what SP has to say:
SP: WEll i dunno what happen, but huida is missing from school from 10am to 12. He suppose to be having his lesson at that time. HIs MOB tutorial. NO news from him. He seldom skips lesson(ya rite) but he is a good student (i myself laughing, bhb bt nvm)... But his friend Sebest got a news from him at roughly about 10 plus.
Sebest: WEll he msg me and it writes " Oh sHit!" and de next one he say he cant wake up. He say he nv experience this before. Maybe cus of the medicine.
SP: WEll is strange isnt it? He never woke up late before. But his often late for class though.
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WEll no one know de reason behind why huida cant wake up. Could be the medicine he ate? could be he is damn lazy, which has a very low possibility to be true. Till now its still a mystery.
And well again today.. My god someone have to save huida's ass. HIs is really damn unlucky this sem. What had he done wrong ? To you REporter ZENGKULARNDEN
ZENGKULARDEN: WEll here we have huida with me, now huida what happents to you today? do you wan to share with us?
HUida: wah lao damn bad luck lorhs. so suay haix.. I lost my java text book, duunno where i put. wait is i lost it or i forget where i put it? den today i lost my MOB NOTES . So after the track, i went to search for it at the basketball court and guess wat? i almost sLIp and FELL!!!! wat the hell. SOBX...
ZENGKULANDEN: WEll this is it , back to you ANN
ANN: thank you LANDEN..
And that all for today folks. Please stay tune for more news ONline....

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In this world, people never know how to cherish things till they lose it. And then they regret for their action. Why? They have to go through some experience den they know how to treasure what they have. SOmething that they hold so dear. Me too bros and sis. YOu all and i, have met in this world for a reason. If not for that incident, i never felt how bonded we actually are. How caring you all are. How much does de bros and sis group really means to you all. I know one thing for certain, whatever that goona happen in future will never seperates us, instead it will onli strengthen the bonds we have now. We will walk thru life together. We make a vow on a day sometimes back, saying that we will never lose contact with each other. Let us all remember this, If we arent meant to be known to each other, we will never be. SInce we have come so far together, let us all cherish this.. the moments we are going through, the time we will be spending together, and you and i.... LOVE YOU ALL LOTS.

Stitches on my head

2005-11-16T20:14:00.000-08:00

Ouch... so uncomfortable to have that bandage in my head. Somemore have to leave it there till sat i think. The day i have to go to remove the stitches. OUch dunno pain anot wah lao.. fuck them sia, if they have that little brain up there, i wunt have to go through all this lorhs.. and my parents dun even know about this yet. I dun know if i have to tell them. BUt i scare they might worried about me. Wah lao.. cb lah whack me not enough, still hit my bros.. they like to see people get injure mehs damn them. Hope they get their reputatation real soon! i'll not revenge on them but i'll curse them like hell! curse them! i dun even want them to have a chance to turn over a new leaf! i jus cant forget about this ahs.. and the scar on my head goona remind me everyday that i have being beaten up by a bunch fuckers. Somemore when i saw my friends thay will all ask, get beaten up ah? even teacher lorhs! So throw face lahs la now everyone knows. If anywhere saw a gang in yishun be it the one that beat us, just call de police! call them quick! after that tell me.. i want to whack them back! lol. damn tire this few days sia..lack of sleep.

so tire dun feel like writtin le. Bye

13 the Sunday Nov- deem Catastrophe.

2005-11-14T23:15:00.000-08:00

13 nov sunday. Woke up at 11 plus. Went to meet Zixuan, zhongyan, zhongwei, zhen Ye, connie and jean at Bishan secret Recipe to pay Jasmine a visit. Jas got her break and we walk around J8. Well is fun to be out with them, we joke.. basically we jus talk cock. Then jas had to go back to work till 8.30pm. And theres nothing to see or shop for in Bishan le. So we went to Bugis watch people play the drum thingy and i played some games too. Time pas realli fast and soon the clock hits 8? We went to raffles shopping center to eat.

This is a photo of the tallest christmas tree in singapore i took near the raffles shopping center or was it raffles city.. Nice?

Then we went to the food junction and eat. Shared money to buy different food and we just share among ourselves ( jean, xuan and me) Then as usual cow eat grass again. No meat for her $4 bowl of noodles and she jus ate half. So ya she wasted $2. And after that this is wat she ate:

wahaha ya thats her eating mango! She is always the one that entertain us. Very noisy and violent gal. Anyway i shrink the picture to make her looks thinner le. =p.

After we are done with eating, is time for us to head back to bishan to pick jas from work. And on the way, i took a photo of this:

Does this look really cute? To me it certainly does. The figure is quite big actually. Jam took down this too. I wanna be the guy. And for the gaL? nah i dunno. *Sobx* gay shit. Then off we went happily. Pick jas up. She got a cake for us! Wonderful. Cus the cake cant be kept for long so the manger ask them to bring back and eat. So ya she got half de cake is cheese cake the other half chocolate. Place we are heading to Eat? Yishun... In the train was fun. We saw a funny lookin guy who got his own way of wearing hat. I think i accidentally delected the pics of him. YA as usual Zhongyan they all were crazy in the train.. oh by de way Zhongyan got down at douby Ghout? watever... den the story continues with a short news:

ARdAx NEWs NetWOrk

Good evening ladies and gentlemen, today i got a special news to report. Is about a group of youngster. namely Zhongwei, zixuan, connie. jasmine, alan, huida, vincent, jean. Something happen to This group of people.

Place : Yishun , Blk 749

Time: 9:45 pm

Activities involved : Eating cake, crapping and fighting ( or rather being beaten up)

Edvience left: Three slippers and blood trails of huida.

Seriousiness of incident: 6 injured, of which two need glue and stitches. Two swollen, two injuires that were covered by hair.

Victims: The name mentioned above.

description of incident from huida's point:

Im very happy, a gathering! wah, still got cake! Took out my handphone and called vincent to join us. He brought drinks down. (time he reach : 10.10 Place: 100 meters away from MRT station, infront of blk 749) WE ate happily at the same time joking around. Finish de cake at about 10.30? We crap around. TIme : 10.45, a few guys walk up to us. That time i smell trouble. But dunno anything. A guy put his hand iver Zixuan shoulder. And ask " You from which gang !"(in hokkien) " From and sun tong ah"(in hokkien) Xuan replied "NoNo"

Then a sharp pain i felt on my face. Someone beside me threw a puch on my face. Lost consiouness for awhile. Then saw 10 over man, mostly chinese running towards us. Jean and connie run, and shouted to us " run run!" Too late got hit le but manage to escape his third punch, didnt have time to hit back, gt to go get help. RUn and saw jas drop Zixuan hp, i pick it up and dash all de way to the mrt station and report to the Mrt inspector. Den onli i know.. my head bleeding.. the trails of blood i left behind from the place i got hit to the mrt station.. my blood everywhere.. cant stop it now.. I ask for the inspector for help, wanted to go back and see how the rest half way they pull me back, and ask me to stop my bleeding. Bloods stain all over my bag and shirt. They brought me to the medication room and stop my bleeding, i didnt really know wat is happening to the others, shortly, jas, jean and connie were brought in too. They say they follow my blood so they know where i am.. But no pain at the moment.. saw the deep cut above my eyebrow, near my eyes. I'm lucky enough. alan came in too... he was hit behind de back. vin had report to the police. And the police took a century to came down.. we went over to the area where the others were, xuan got a cut too, he was badly injured. heard they bang his head on the table, then jeremy had bruise on his head. same goes to vin and zhongwei. gals they nv hit.. lucky they nv hit the gals.. if not i'll "fuck" them.. the police came and send us to the ambulance... neo, yilin and zhirong all came down and pei us.. They were so worried, everyone.

Place: Hospital, time 12 plus.

Sittin on de wheel chair they push us to the emergency ward and have us to wait there. waiting time 1 and half hour. 3a.m i went in, waiting for de doc to perform de stitches but he nv come. and i was ask to wait outside. Cus they say suddenli theres a very sick patient and the doc have to attend to him first. 5 a.m a doc call me in. perform the stitching and im done. That time, onli yilin, connie and jean left to pei me. We took a taxi home.~the end~

What the fuck is wrong with todays society? With the people in out mist? Why do people have to join Gang? Esprit de corps my ass! Does that give them de unity and protection they so desire? Whats the real nub for this problem? They jus couldnt grow up. They have microscopic brains, so tiny that data could not be even allow to process in it. Hence they do things that no one understands why. They think they are heros when they assult in one whole big groups? Ironic...N please to the guy in the gang , a stout(-) fat ass guy. Let me see you and all your fats will be out. and i will make sure you drink all of it.. Come on lah, 6 vs 20plus, how to retaliate? No way we can fight back. Cowards.. i know for now, how do we define a gang? A gang is a group of ballest,demented jackass who came tgt and form a coward team whom they deem heros. haix. in my eyes, they sux to the core! they are the worst group of people we exist in earth. A complete disgrace to Us humans. Nah but i know some arent like that.. Thank god.. im goona ripped your soul apart! to the one who hit me.. well friend, you jus make a grave mistake, someday you will jus feel someone cursing you. and you are nearing death. well dun be scare, take it easy... jus dun let me see you and you will be alright. Jus pray lahs kies. nah waste my time...dasvidania fag... fuck off from this world! nah dun wanna say le

hey yilin , jas, neo, connie, jean, alot more... thanks.. thought we went thru this mishap but i think whats there for us, we cant escape. lets take it this way, this bond us tgt to even a much stronger and higher level of friendship.. somewhere we nv reach before. without this i nv know, you guys are actualli so much more caring and i can see from all of you.. the meaning of true friendship. Thanks to all of you, a million thanks in heart i wanted to say... Brothers and sister, a group forever will remain somewhere in my mind..

Now i cant realli bite and eat.. haix.. mus slowli.... haix... ill tear their mouth... bunch of losers...

~~~~~~~The difference between us and them~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~Capacity of the brain...~~~~~~~~~~

2005-11-13T01:22:00.000-08:00

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well everyone please stay tune for more information on her.. thats if, im still alive..

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HEY YoZ..IM baCk

2005-11-13T00:04:00.000-08:00

Few days never blog le. Here i am, back again. BUt today i didnt realli know to to blog about. Lets see. Erm When to training today, then after that something stupid happen. I thought today suppose to meet the sec sch track seniors for gathering or some sort. at 1 pm.. den there i am at the mrt waiting with zhongyan. waiting and waitng. til 1.19 there still isnt anyone there. So i make a call to my ex coach. den she told me, isnt it tml?? huh.. wth ahha i get the wrg infor because my ears got problem bahs ahha if not how can hear wrgly! haha wasted my time waiting lorhs haha omg.. ok den i went to a basketball court to find some of my other friends whose playing there.. lol. sit there watch.. wah damn tire... sleep on the bench for awhile.. lol. i jus dun wan to go "home" lahs.. sian very sian haha.

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I see my future... wanna be a leader not a follower. Be my own boss. I hate working for others. BUt now no choice mahs still studying dad dun wan me to work yet. hm.. i wan make money myself.. Dunno can do it mahs. i jus hope haha aniway wats to "Hope"?

something like to wish for something? haha i dunno why. but i feel instead of wishing for something why dun we work hard for it. To make it come true? rite everyone? yes mature thinking here.. please clap. ya im not often so bhb.. once a while will lahs.. and you knw wat?

yesterday me and zhongyan zhongwei and neo go watch the tom something something de.. the fighting one? ya damn nice can? haha the fighting haha so touching haix. elephant father and mother die haix... den you see that guy gt whack lahs. but he damn pro lorhs. one guy can kill so mani.

why? whats there to wait if everything is done and cannot be undone? why do people lose something den they wan it back? you know me well. when i have you by my side i really do cherish you.. i can swear to god that i didnt evern do anything to hurt you once . i mean behind you back, cus i know how much you meant to me at that time.. and whatever i see in future, you will be in it, be it my career, watever... On the other hand why do you have to do things that will make me wanna leave you? you want me to bear with all that you done for how long? you can say im controllin you or watever. am i? his your friend, so? his your ex too.. nah he got a bike.. i onli got two legs to walk with you... is tat why ?
why must you lie to me in the first place? you still like him say lahs.. i can just leave you two alone and wunt even be with you at first. mY fault i know... you know how hurt i am.. you know it and you know wat you did will end up wat we are now.. den why didnt you jus stop it? I dun understand you said you never seen anyone like him that cherish you and love you so much den why dun you go back to him? why dun you keep him by your side? i think he loves you more den i do bahs. his a good guy, he knows how to protect you, held you close to him, treasure you, love you etc, i dun. i left your life.. i break my promise. and thanks to him... i now know how it feels like to lose someone i love truely... but again thats de past, wats there to ponder now. Go back to him bahs, i told you my decision once set, i will seldom change de..i DUn wan to go through wat i have before... i really cant take that le... sorri my heart is much weaker now..
arghs nvm... i really dun want le.. Sorry..theres so many more guys out there. GO for them bahs.. alot better den me de..

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I LovE You SO muchic... muack

2005-11-09T21:25:00.000-08:00

Dun read half way. read all please... is not that mushy..is jus something i have to really say. I know none of you know about this and i'll say it out now.

I love You. i truely do. It was last year or maybe some year back when someone i forgotten who intrduce me to you. Well at first i thought you are just like the rest. Well you let me know looks doesnt matter at all. Of all i had choose to stick with you. And im not gonna to regret it. You are just so Sweet... every single day you never fail to make me happy. What more can i say when you are the best in the world? I feel so much like holding you everywhere i go. You have truely motivates me to take great care of my health. God i wish i knew you earlier. Well others say you look.. ermmm Round? haha but of cus that doesnt matter to me. Wells most important is whats inside you that i really look for. I met your whole family... to tell you the truth i never knew or expect that your whole family are as nice as you? even your relatives. my god. But i so sorry, i dun have much money now, if not i will make it a day to have you by my side everyday.. And now well after all that i have say.. does it giv you the temption to jus grab one sunkis orange now and taste it? i jus love sunkis orange as you all can see from the rubbish i wrote above haha... Please everyONe.. support SUNKIS BRAND ORANGE.. They'll give you the sweetness you never taste before when eatin orange. Dun Choose others, choose sunkis. lOve them now like i Do =p. ( and till this point you still dunnno.. haha those mushy thingy is to tell you all how much i love sunkis orange ) haha

Okies enough of nonsense.. todays topic.. ( Is the place i live in really HOME?)
My ans is a NoNo. I dun feel home at all when i step into this house. If still early i'll normally go out again. And return late. It isnt my house at all. Living at that place totally screw up my life. Come on you think your house is so nice to live in? Shit You. i never felt comfortable before.. first handphone lost, den laptop... Lost all in your house, you know very well is one of your child who did it. You didnt even bother to search for me instead tell me.. sorry you cant find.. you know that laptop cost 2800? plus a 50dollars you ask form me saying is for you transport fees. Cus you took taxi around to find that laptop for me. Well this happens quite long ago. But is soori you cant find is a good answer that i want? oh.. wait, you didnt even apologise to me that sorri is i add in for you. Then you let that case close just like that. well done. Please i dare say what you have if you do not look after us? you are basically surviving on those my father gave you can? We'll live soon and i'll see what you can do to substain your family. You might that i'll show some sympathy to you .. If you ever think so, im sorry your mind set is wrong please faster change it. Tell you, once i leave your house we walk a different path, you are nobody to me le. You think i will cry cuz you have look after me for bout 8 years? im sorry aunt, thats the least you should expect. You have con me enough .. con me of my money. i had enough. You cheated my sis of her money too. Are you even human? i can bear with all this. 8 years le. You should know theres a limit le bahs? im human too. i dun get angry.. but you are trying to drive me there. well try harder and soon you will hit that point. Nah toking bout you.. waste of time. shit you for wasting my time...

today school is actualli quite slack. Didnt do anything much anyway. =p
~~~ My heart will keep pumping as long as i still have you i my heart~~~
~~~ So please Dun try LEaving me~~~

Nothing Much~~~

2005-11-08T23:15:00.000-08:00

When to school today, fully charge. Im late anyway, for two lessons today. Today the first msg i got, " Any news from dad" den after a while " Send reminder" and after sometime " no news yet!".. ya that time i just threw my phone in my bag. Is so irritating can? Then saw the two couples in my buddy class, remind me of everything. Just hope they wouldnt ended up the same fate as me and her. Is not possible gal, you know the reason why i left you. You told me you no longer have feelings for that guy haha. i doubt so. Theres no point looking back now and i wouldnt want to go back to last time. Afterall that guy start to meet up with you and send you home le bah? =p Well cherish him, im not someone like him.. i cant be like him, ill nv be.. He got what he wants, he wins. Im a loser in all this, tell him this.. His eng aint that good can? DUn mock my chinese, i have not forgotten bout that incident. After all what to say, you carry on with life ba, going back to you will never cross my mind again. Thats the path you wanted how it is to end. So no point thinking about it le. Im sorry... thats all i can say.

depression upon depression... During training today, well many new faces turns up. haha makes the whole track so lively. We split and do our own thingy. Coach ask me and a friend to do the same thing. Thats to run 800m.. with 80secs per lap. well we run and when i finished. it cloack 2.42. well just 2 sec slower..my friend 2.49. well we know we didnt really run fast, but i cant gage the timing cus i do not have a stopwatch with me. And he ask, why cant we run 2.40 and below? he knows we cant do better.. but he keep asking, why we dun hit that timing. He jus kept asking... he seems angry to me. Then he wan ask to run 400m with 80sec. okies we run.. we came in and the timing is 74 sec. then he ask, why is it that when he ask us to run 400m , we can do it but not 800? Just becus we heard is 800m and we are scare and dare not to push? thats wat he says. Well, sorry coach ill put in my all the next training and all the other training. Well de training ended near to 8pm.. We pack and go home. And here i m typing all this out.

~~~ EvEryTHing I dO i Do It FOr YoU~~~

wHat You waNT?

2005-11-07T22:05:00.000-08:00

What do you want from me? 300bucks to lend you? NO way im ggin to be so stupid can? Dun you find it even embarrassing to lend money from me or my sis? Told you my dad Sending Money le cant you all jus Stop asking me to chase after my dad for money can? IS like we will giv you the money also rite? ANd at your age i dun even know how you get that face to even dare to ask me to lend you money for so many time le? and ya my dad haven send money to you.. den you ask me come out recess money myself first? haha think i stupid ah? go and die lorhs. You like this cus you want me to chase my father for money right? thinking that after that i will be happy cus you can giv me recess money again. Please lahs those sum you gave me per day is pathetic lorhs. for me i can nv eat enough with that sum of money. ( oh anyway im toking about mu aunt here) i think onli those close to me will know lahs. I realli dunno where you spend those money on.. you told me you can nv earn enough from the sum of money my parent send to you each month.. wat the hell you everyday eat abalone ahs. damn it.. excuses.. Also not say my parent wunt send you de money, they sometimes are busy and cant be on time to send you mahs... Cant you just wait? and not pester me everyday for money? you knw how i feel each time i return home, ya right "home".. de first thing you would ask me is any news from dad.. Do i have to hear that everyday? i dun like that feeling can? why always money? haven you all eat enough of my families money? Damn you sometimes realli feel like throwing those dead money on your face... everytime i have lesson can you jus stop msgin me and ask me remind my dad? wah lao.. mY life You all SUx! and you say so nice you treat us like real daughters and son.. ya right... so wats de collection of money from my parent for? i Hope you cheat enough of our money le hor.. and jus now no point showing me how ex is your utilities bill.. like i care? i reali wanna move out from your house.. den i wunt even contact you at all.. cus you sux.. and stop taking money from my sis too.. damn you..

today i mus say.. im realli tire.. so tire.. and ya after gettin a msg from my uncle " please send reminder to dad" and shortly after that another from him..sayin " any news from dad".. not jus that my aunt call ask me lend her money! haha but of cus i smart .. immediate rejection! a firm no i said to her. lesson till 5 today lehs. so sian den after that went to yishun meet neo haha eat something den went off le. den in woodlands ggin to the interchange.. stop by a gal.. some survey or insurance or watever thingy de.. den ask me i from poly ah? do part time mah? say no haha... den say bye bye..den wan walk away she ask.. your hair purple ahs haha.. diao haha i say ayay den walk of le lol. haha i look so young lol. where gt those workin looks.. shit her haha.. nahs.. jk.. tml long day in school again.. sian ahah got training.. haha today im goona sleep early whahaha.. nah nothing to write le.. sorri some might not understand wat i wrote on top haha...

EveryONe!!! cheer Up kIEs! VaL, DAda wan see You Smile =D <---- like this!! YIlin Jia You for YOur Work! Neo DUn stress Over sch kies. Study hard so we can set up own company nExt time. remember OUr dreams KIes! jas jia YOu for YOur Os kies. ya shit mental block liao.. to all others.. enjoy life like theres no tml kies!

Wat haVE I doNe todaY?

2005-11-06T19:31:00.000-08:00

Today is another boring day. If life ever continues like this, i'll sure die of boredom. First time in my life, i stay at "home" the whole day. Today is Sunday, or so call the family day. Most of them will be with their families having family outing or what so ever. What am i doing? haha nah nvm who cares for now.. Tomorrow theres school, i want to work but is so hard to find. Found one that time. Is some waiter thingy, they see me and say i fail le cus of my hair? ask them go and die. they ask me go cut my hair first then go back to them. Ask them go and die! that time i just went to cut lorhs haha.. anyway i think if someone call you and tell you go for interview or tell you have choosen for some show room and will be giving you some job oppontunities.. dun ever go lahs haha.. they all bluff people de. bluff innocent people like me.. i receive a few calls that ask me to go dwn.. ya its all bullshit de lahs theres no free lunch and is true. they will con your money first before giving you de job lorhs haha.

If anyone of you have any job for me tell me kies. i jus wanna work haha.. cant always rely in my parents right? i think they have done enough for me and i have taken too much money from them le. Is near the time i should repay them le haha.. thanks papa and mama.. ahha lol. some mature thinking in me that you all seldom see rights? haha anyway jingyi hAPPY BIRTHDAY TO you. just wrote it here in case some of you ahve forgotten its her birthday haha.. rong rmb to greet her okies! haha ggin take my dinner le.

~~~~~Wo menG de AI she FOu Chun ZAi~~~~~~~

What a DAy~lesson i learnt

2005-11-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

yeah. guess what time i wake up today? 7!!!! a.m.. very early right? you all know for what? for my training. yeap i know im very hard hardworking haha gtta set up one bhb club haha do join me. nah jk. nah not meant to be a joke. ya contiune from after i wake up. i went to sch, think i late a few mins bahs? but nvm we start training.. today run not very comfortable you knw? cus i gotta wear something around my chest? whaha nah not wat you all thinking is not a bra.. though from behind it looks realli like one haha but is actualli a heart beat counter haha den i put in on and coach ask me to run two laps maintaining the heart beat at 153bpm. but the heart beat always stays at 160 after i run.. den i slow dwn.. wah realli slow... den coach took my timing he was shock haha why so slow.. he ask... den he should shouldnt be having that heart beat.. so he ask me wat time sleep? den i say 1 plus haha.. ya disappoint him.. Cus he got tell us before mus rest enough all that.. mus know how to manage ourselves haha
but i nv listern den he say today training fail le haha.

today coach thought us.. something and now im ggin to teach you all..

impartINg skill on how to woo gals NUM1...(from my coach wor not bad huh)
mus have consistancy. modaration and rest... now students, why do i say that? OKies let us first take a look at consistancy... you cannot everyday call a gal like 10 over times rite? the gal will be very scare of you.. so what do you have to do?
first day you call and tell her.. (dun say your name) " hello i in love with you" den you put dwn le phone... this will get her excited to know who you are.. den after a few days you go call again and tell her " is me lahs... zhongyan(using any name for eg.) den tok to her awhile den put dwn. okies den you keep that consistancy and finalli.. you two will get to know each other better...

and why modaration? starting you cant call mani time cus you will scare her away so have to modarate your nums of calls den after that can increase haha..

why rest? cus you have to give her rest.. giv her , her own breathing space so she wunt be scare of you and wanted to be free from you.. haha (ya this is wat track and field had thought me)

YOu see? track and field is not jus about running? we learn to be a thief we. learn about how to woo a gal and all that.. isnt it interesting? NOw those without a cca.. dun think so much now. pick up your hp and dial de track and field team members and call them to arrange de day for you to go triaing.. wats more in this package? you get to keep fit and you be afraid that you will get get fat like Connie.. haha you all know wat connie did todaY? she walk walk and knock no the "careful! floor slippery" board and the whole thing topple.. haha everyone stare and her haha.. sorri ahs gotta write this one dwn.. and you!! today keep hittin me!!! haha nah im very kind at heart haha so i forgiv you haha... lol. today my blog very cheerful le bahs? i mean de mood lahs haha...
i think stop her first ahha if not no end de..
~~~~~ IF ONli You knOw i LOve Ya~~~~~~~

boring

2005-11-04T21:43:00.000-08:00

wah.. today is very bad.. very very bad. and why do i say is very bad is because today is realli very very boring and why do i say today is realli realli very boring is that.. nah im ggin to stop this irritating way of saying things.. ya today i went to sch feelin omg de tire and really wear out no strength... i went to class half asleep.. and during maths lesson ya that Dr. loo? i suppose that is his name bahs. ya he jus kept on talking.. wah.. kinda say you knw? my mind got no breathing space, at one time it has to absorb what the teacher has to say, and the other time it has to think about other thingys.. haix.. god kinda miss someone lol.. duuno why, and dun wan to miss any one either. it jus come naturalli ... missing someone is the most painful emotion of the sweetest moment? what de hell am i sayin? nah i dunno too. de other time it has to fight against those ass in my brain thats calling me to sleep haha.. actualli those ass is going to win le.. den someone msg me. whahaha thank god... i woke up.. i dun wan giv the DR. loo that impression on the first say of his lesson haha so paiseh.. nah i dunno haha.. den after sch...

today plan to go ice skating de but in the end zhongyan gt last min make up lesson.. neo cant come cus of his family.. haix... den i wasted de whole fir afternoon lehs sian..so sian.. where are you?? wher? can i go to you now?? i jus wanna see you and be with you... haix... god.. nah nvm im fine haha.. shit lahs how am i ggin to retake o level eng when i kept on using this type of eng? haix.. envy those whose eng is good? god think about that my chi isnt that good too... den wat de hell do i know? or am i good in? haix.. should have stdy hard seens young.. wth.. regret also no use haha ya as im sayin i wasted the whole afternoon den after that i went "home" and took my laptop went to zhongwei house haha.. go there play.. today is so sian felt so loney suddenli... i am so lonely.. haha nah.. nvm bout that.. ya as i type this im still at his house...

OMG tml still gt training... sobs... what had i done to my life?? haha nah i enjoy running actualli but training for competition is realli tough lehs... for this whole week i woke up every morning bout 7 to go training and go sch.. training on tues and thurs and sat.. but wed coach wan ask go swimming and sun go joggin ourselves.. so ya we gt onli mon and fri rest lorhs.. hmmm.... so tire wif life also.. wanted all de good things to happen to me.. but nah.. bullshit haha.. jus all a dream... haha i go off liao lahs.. dun wanna write somemore le..

~~~you cAme To my LIfe, is a surprise and a Gift brought to me by UP there?~~~ or are you a angel yourself? you look like one.. =p=p

2005-11-02T20:43:00.000-08:00

Ask i waLk through that dark path ahead of me. i began to think. Think about my life. Some serious thought here. Neo, what you really want to do in life? Have you found a solution to that yet? LOl wth, i dun think you will ever read this blog de bahs. BUt i hope you wouldnt be trouble by all this. By now you should have something in mind of what you want to be.

The path i chose... i cant see clearly what's ahead... needed someone to Guide me THru. shit. sound so gay. nah i dun need guys to do that can. i just need support from all aspects, be it family, friends and etc. And i wanna mention, why is this world so unfair? why are there people born better den the others? so unfair. i Wan a gf who cares alot for me, we are realli truthful to me, devoted who de hell can give me all that? why some others got that easily and we have to work damn hard for it? is it because of our looks our background that differentiate them from us? is it so hard jus to grant our little wish so that we can see some light shine on our dark path? dun feel like writtin liao lahs.. bYe!

wear Out le...

2005-11-01T23:43:00.000-08:00

today 8.30 when to sch and started training under the hot sun.. haix gettin so dark le.. i wan go bleach myself le lorhs coach had a long chat with us.. and also how to be a thief haha.. a professional thief haha =p=p nah of cus i wunt go into that lahs haha. we ended our training at about 11? yap den after that i ask Zhongyan pei me go Sentosa.. Cus my friends there.. One of them ask me go mah so gogo see see lorhs haha den we reach there well went to the harbor front coffee shop to eat first. when we eatin tell you wat i eat hokkien mee okies is nice till a very inconsiderate person sittin jus next to us start to smoke.. ya eat half way.. breathe in the huge amount of smoke. I lost my appetite instantly.. im very sorry, but duuno why i jus cant stand it.. feel like throwin my whole dish at them.. im not anti smokers or wat you know... in fact i have friends who are smokers.. but i still like to be with them.. but those like i have mention earlier.. please lahs.. pple is like hell hungry eatin and they spoil your appetite and all.. very xing ku de. i cant breathe.. i dun like it.. if they wanna smoke please go somewhere done with it and come back.. like that wat the hell can i say? nothing lorhs.. you dun agitate me and ill be alrite with it le...jus be more considerate for those who dun smoke mahs. den i went to sentosa sit at the beach think thru so mani thingy.. haha den that zhongyan is like wat ? wan to create opportunities for me mehs? we play soccer den he always kick to a group of gals when they walk pass me and den they will pick up de ball and return me.. ahaha thanks ah zy... know very paiseh lehs.. haha den we saw two gals.. nah dunno wat they doing haha... saw them in diff area for more then 3 times haha.. nahs later den update more.. hand tire le.. wo yao hao de beng you meng... Jia You for watever YOu all do yeah?
~~~~~~~~ I'm sorry,I cant be perfect~~~~~~~~

First day in school

2005-10-31T21:54:00.000-08:00

I took a little trip down to Sp. Walk to business block and went into this a class. First day of the second sem. Excited? no really. Then saw this class DBit 1b04, thats my class, consisting of 19 people. What we do actually for the whole day? thinking that first that is always a studyin free day? or what others call introductory day? ya rite. FIrst day and we got 6 and half hour of lessons. ya maybe jus 5hours. Cus that one hour plus we were playin some games so the lecturers will remember our names. ya that game keep me awake lahs. quite funny as we play that game. alrites enough of school. i guess we cant mention much in the blog bahs. den wat are blog for anyway? nah nvm. Now short of money. waiting for the SP to withdraw the fees from my bank so i can see how much i gt left to spend. oTherwise is how much do i still owe them. i left some money inside dunno enough not. argh so tempting... mus wait for dad send money again loh. sad case i think i realli spend too much money this year le. haha think a huge portion goes to food bahs. lucky i cant grow fat lohs. better eat now, at least i still got exercise haha. ya now i have a vision, a dream and a goal to strive for and to pursue. i wanna, i wanna haha nah never mind should keep that to myself... if not i cant do it den abit haha.. face will red lohs. haix.

TIme for some serious thoughts... nah next time bahs.

~LOve Me and Ill LOve You back. Treat Me Well and Ill bring Happiness TO you, be faithFUl and ill Stay With YOu, show me True lOve And Ill GIv YOu eternal LOve, FOr Ever LOve~ (~.DaDa.~) wings Tat Bring ME high IN the Sky.

day at orchard.

2005-10-31T00:05:00.000-08:00

today went to orchard as usual we eat, talk, play, eat, go home. thats wat we did in summarise form. alot people haha. see le also headache. den jeremy they all keep toking about dota. smack him lorhs. everyday dota. sian lehs listern to them talk about dota haha. recently know another new friend. YEp happy.. can make more friends. NICe to KNow YOU and thanks for taking up some space in my brain to record watever i need to know about you. tml sch starts good or bad? good cus gt things to do le. bad cus cant play.. haha but we grow up until this stage le.. still play wat rite? haix im gettin more mature day by day. and is not a good sign. i dun wanna be that old lehs. how! now i onli left with few years to enjoy life with my age still starting with 1 infront haha..i wanna stop dreaming le. dreamin makes you relax but reminds you of wat you cant have and long to have.sometimes worse, got nitemare. so real, but dream is nothing but a fantasy.

guys out there, please learn how to take neo prints. today me jinlong , zy, cherwhye took neo prints. wah damn, we sux at it. stupid thingy mus prob imported from japan. cant they translate everything in eng? ya so we jus anyhow press and press. happily pressin. god knows wat we press. we got ready but tryin to figure out which cam should we look into haha. den a flash, a photo is taken. we didnt even get to pose yet.. nah everything is mess up lahs. we dun know wat to pose den we follow those examples of diff pose pasted on the wall haha looks damn gay can.. of cus we didnt choose those pics lahs ahha...den de worse part is , we dun know how to decorate haha.. gt 500 plus sec to deco onli lehs... den ya result you dun wan to know ahha.. nahs thats all for today. wanna go sleep le. tml got sch haix haha... cya guys tml!

~~~let us walk hand in hand, ill never let go, till love ends~~~

wtF!!

2005-10-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

YOU ALL KNOW I TYPE damn long!! and the suddenli error on page or wat fuck. den windows all close! oh my god shit this com lorhs damn it. nah nvm im not ggin to write everything again! i jus wan to thank david and rina for orgainising this chalet for the class... credit to you two. yeah thanks! ya n love sux like hell. damn it to the core. wats love. we nv know till we meet the real one.. but i got love of love from my bros and sis le. and family =p for now is enough haha. yeap. chalet bbq that time fun ahs.. haha someone to keep us lively haha i mean to keep the guys alive haha.

chalet~

2005-10-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

Yoz. Jus came bacl from BnS chalet haha. FIrst day over 20 people came.. ya though not much activity is still fun to gather around and talk rubbish for hours lahs.. haha ZHongyan throughout the first day is screaming like mad. For nothing lorhs. and then some others will also follow after him haha. ya im one of the some others. den sec day he lost his voice haha. first day we cut cake and have bbq. no place to sleep at all lorh for de first nite. picture this.. 20 over pple in a room with onli 4 beds? haha 5 on one bed? possible?? NOPE! i slept outside lorhs!!! and even open de door also have to be careful lehs. some one is sleepin at the door there, jus behind the door haha.den is like cant even SLEEP lahs. SOme one is like screaming around like hell haha. my god poor thing being bulli by so mani pple haha you know who you are lahs dun pretend haha. den sec day we went to k box. but den so tire how to sing? And that the titbits in the k box is compulsory lorhs! wat the hell rite? where gt like this de? the cost per person is actualli 9.90+++ haha ya bcus of the +++ we have to pay 14.60 per person haha i hate the +++ lorhs. ya den after that at nite we have a mini bbq again haha.. to clear de food lorhs den after that watch a show . den sleep after that de next day we wait for the person to call us den we go check out haha. ya thats all buaix

chalet coming le

2005-10-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

HI pple. BRo and SIs chalet tml yeah. Finalli wait for This day to come haha. We can finally gather. HEe With me Being de president of the whole chalet organisation. So dun fly me aeroplane kies? Anyway life so empty nowadays. haha wat am i thinking? startin to feel lonely. Am i missing something or am i longing for something? i Realli duno. the path that's ahead doesnt seem so bright. When will each of us get wat we wanted in our dreams? things we wish for? did they ever come true? i make my wish before my bdae haha maybe thats why my wish didnt come true bahs. but we cares, now wat i ahve to do is head ahead and walk the path, hopefulli wunt be alone. And my result, haix... realli du bu qi my parents. wheres all the good result i promise them? next sem bahs. this time for real.. I cant break ani more promise le.. i dun wan to , i nv wan to. ahahha nvm lets be happy for now.. haha i sad for so damn long le should change le, cant go on like this le. And i realise i cant crap as much as last time. wat happen to me? haix. Hope Thats a god suddenli discend from sky and bless me or watever... haha duno why suddenli zhongyan came to my mind haha of cus not say he god lahs. picture this. Zhongyan blessin me as if he is god haha... nah damn tire le.. gtg sleep le nites .. cya all tml. LOVE YOU ALL....

today IN sch

2005-10-21T22:55:00.000-07:00

Hey guys... today i went to school de whole day and get myself burn like hell... i mean the sun burn my skin.. Thats call sun burn anyway.. went for own training today.. tell you all man de training is gettin damn tough lorhs... we training mon to sat lehs everyday... and coach say sun rest day.. haha nvm lahs gd enough haha..den after that i went to play basketball lorhs ahha.. so sunny ... but also very cloudy. play till at nite. wah interestin huh ?? my life?? haha (How about YOu? YOur life NOw.) haix haha.. why suddenli will feel sad de...haha wat have i know today?? actualli not much bahs.. jus that friends are there to help you.. so please.. dun ever do anything behind their back to hurt them or wat kies.. dun ever lie to them also.. and please.. if you call someone a bro or sis.. please.. mean it ... and treasure it... bye!
~~~~~~wats hAPpeNing?~~~~~~~~~~

The stupid JoB interview~

2005-10-20T22:37:00.000-07:00

Today i went to clark quey for a job interview to be a waiter or some sort and GUess Wat? ya YOu are rite i Got rejected! Not qulified. In other words they sayin i sux.. haha thats wat i think haha cus of my hair.. i jus cut short my hair lorhs den they say my hair to long all that.. shit the lorhs haha shit them... serve shit to them then they know. Wats wrong with people with longer hair? YOu know wat the guy say when i ask den wat hair style i should cut or wats the requirement??? HE SAY!!!! ---->>>>> "LOOK AT mine" shit him! he think his hair is wat... pile of shit lorhs he realli looks like shit i tell you.. nvm they chi kui not me... shit them! hmmp... haix.. YN.. haix.. haha

~camp~

2005-10-17T23:12:00.000-07:00

15-17 i went to a camp organised by cadc, a club in my school lohs.. haha thought it would be very boring ahs.. cus i dun know anione... den after that is realli diff lahs hahavery fun.. first day we get to know almost all the pple there le.. every meal we have to think of a cheer to present to the cooks den if they approve we can have our foods haha lame hor haha yeah.. but still fun larhs. we play some indoor games and also out door games haha.. first day already theres a bond between our grp members haha.. thats wat i think larhs. den the next day, rain very heavily so we stay indoors the whole day haha.. sian but still fun with all the new friends lah.. that day we gt alot of activities. i enjoy the singing session ahha from 7 to 9plus like that haha..after that dinner..den after dinner.. we gt the talent quest.. each grp have to sing and act.. ya i acted as a gay lol... with balloons as my........ haha den after that bout 2a.m liao.. den the music starts.. and is disco time... haha siao rite so late liao haha.. i dance till 4plus cannot take it le go back sleep.. some dance till 6a.m lorhs o.m.g haha they super siao haha... all like take drugs like that.. i follow them lorhs but drop out half way ahaha.. den the third day wake up eat breakfast go home le.. sad lehs haha... but i realli know alot of friends haha.. =p=p happy... le

My birrthday.¬

2005-10-14T11:17:00.000-07:00

11.0ct my birthday. what did i do? I got training in the morning at 8a.m. Got to wake up at 6plus? den after training meet alvin, zhonggyan, zhongwei, jasmine, jeremy, zixuan, zhirong. We wne to sakura thai rest and eat! hmm, foods nice, but the bill isnt that nice haha.. den we got nothing to do after that. All broke liao haha.. so we thought of sharing money go causeway play lan or play pool. reach there all full seat. WTH haha..den have to find another activity. Den dunno who suggested KBox.. is it me ahs? ya jas say it was cheap haha so we went to jurong east Kbox. They ask for membership card lorhs.. den dunno where the hell jeremy gets the card from. CAnt believe he actualli gt that card lorhs haha everyone was rather shock lahs. den we went into the room. tell you actualli this our first time there. They put four bowls of tibits there and say refill is free of charge.. and who the hell know once you start eating it cost you $20!!! ya! before the bill came we play until so happy lorhs haha..sing all those stupid song like BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM.. I wan you IN MY ROOM..... haha and SEx BOMB.... and whats that, erm... i need an angel??? haha jas sing very well nehs.. aha den we jus screaming and shoutin larhs! haha.. den actualli de bill come is 48.. guess wat they add tibits and sevices charge den becomes... $ 80plus!!!! ya indeed wat a day ahha... but we all have fun lorhs.. sometimes its worth to spend money jus to bring some memory, a collection to our bros and sis grp... we will forget the time in kbox?? haha thanks dude.. and ya hope next outing will be a better one! yap i gt camp on 15, 16, 17. haha and bros and sis camp on 23,24,25. and NEo de four grace chalet? and dbit04 chalet? no more??
+++++Where iS the LOve++++++

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2005-10-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

Wah! So long never update my blog le. haha So mani mani thingy happen ahs.. lol First im a gay now.. ya..not really offically a gay but others deem me as gay because i always like erm gay wif NEo or zhongyan or zixuan?? BUt that xuan will hit me if i whack his ass lahs.. YOu know how i know you are a gay?? cus you will hit me back at my ass lohs.. But dunno y.. girls can hold hands and walk in streets others wunt care... But when two guys walk together and hold hands??lol they will most prob be send to conselling( dunno how to spell but guess you all know wat i meant) haha.. MY eng get D7!!! and im very proud to announce it here... and hopefulli i can retake next year.. lol never pay MOE money so did not take this year.. haha I tell you all wat i saw in the Mrt when im ggin to meet alvin on one day... A real gay!!!! haha I was on this mrt.. den standin at the door there.. Then there was this two guys lahs.. one, his age about 40 plus? or 50 the other one 20 plus? or 30... den the younger one like keep touching the other mans hand and holdin on to him lorhs!! and wat i saw that confirm the assumtion that i made about they being gay is that the younger guy keep kissing the other guys shoulder when holdin on to him.. they were sittin down.. ya.. then you can see the next few seats next to them is empty haha.. lol i keep lookin at that guy lohs den think he saw me lahs ahha lol... heng he nv go ask me for num or wat if not i will punch him rite there on the spot lorhs... (just to protect myself haha..) YAh thats all
haha hows everyone this few weeks?? exam over happy? for me actualli is the same lahs jus that no need stdy yeah haha... MOE... haha the name is like plant in my mind liao.. i bet no one dunno wat is Moe lohs.. you go ask primary school kids they also know de lorhs.. haha..

Life is the same now as last time before im with her.. haha chose to left her for some reason.. hmm.. i cant celebrate my bday with her le.. =c.. OKOK... hey everyone.. Bros and sis chalet on 23, 24, 25 oct.. please make yourself free kies.. haha so happy can go there with you all again.. haha sch will start soon le bahs for some of you all?? but hope if you all cant go for the whole thing at least gather for a day or so?? so long nv gather tgt le.. mus celebrate kies =p=p... YEah!!! haha lookin forward to it... lol today play bball.. let the sun cook lorhs... now skin red red... later turn dark le.. haha hao bu rao yi become fairer abit haha... now dark again ahha... i dun want! haha... okok i write till here first gtg! everyone take care yeahs??
~~~~~~~~FoRever LOve~~~~~~~~~~~With You in my heart everywhere i go IS heaven...

Bros and SIs. I wannA sINg a Song TO you...

2005-09-16T10:29:00.000-07:00

Wah.. revision week so stress. So long never update le.. This few days I spent most of my time gaying with someone and guess whose that.. ya Its neo.. Haha a very good bro indeed, who will always be there for me, try and make me laugh when sad. Ya and neo think we have to stop de “zi zi” (sound make from de mounth) thingy? Haha later the gal walk pas and you zizi at her and her boyfriend walk pas.. Mygodta.. that is so siao liao lorhs.. Then regarding calling everyone baby, ya I think now everyone is using baby to address others le haha.Your sister even call me baby!!!
Hey recalling back the past, when we were in sec school, bro and sis initiatly setup with jus I think 7 guys? Ya by sec two or still in sec one I cant remember , jean, jasmine, alan, neo, zhirong, xuan.. they all join in? ya… den by sec three, we met connie, yilin, qihao, lamb chop, and etc(cant remember now haha) ya Its like such a big group.. every free time we will meet and watch movie, go out together, play basketball etc.. Is like the unity is still there. That last till bout sec four, when the o level came, the whole group by then had obviously being separated. Thought everything will be back the same as it is after the exam? Haha See whats happening now? How many of us still remember that we are together in a group call bro and sis? Still remember what we going to do at the age of 25? IF you still remember, it is the world tour ah.. have you all forgotten that what we promises each other? That we will never drift apart from each other, we will make an effort to stay in touch? Didn’t we? Or am I dreaming? Yes some might say that work load is very heavy.. but 7days a week, 30 days a month, 12 mths a year… you mean 12 mths a year, everyday you are so busy? Haha know some of you have make new friends ya that’s gd lahs.. But please remember what we had go through, our memories together. We are a big group, we cant just depend on a few people to hold the group up there, one day it will topple and fall. Just like in a relationship, if only one party makes an effort to maintain the relationship, I see no reason why the relationship should carry on. I mean all of us, each and everyone, have to do our part, you cant jus wait for people to call you and tell you that we will be having an outing on which day.. Why not you make and effort to call others up and ask them if there is any outing? Come on arhs our this group last for four years plus le, some had go and some came, I dun wan to see group fall apart just like that. Hee that’s all. You all think carefully wor.. And Jasmine is going to Vietnam?? On wed isit? Ya we be havin dinner with her on Tuesday nite? So anyone want to come? By the way neo also flying to Australia le. Haha all left me behind.. I Dun wan fly, cus wanna spend sometime with her.. And ya to all sept and oct babies!!! Well… there might be a chalet or something to celebrate your birthday.. So stay in tune with our latest news yeah? This is brought to you by CNN… have a nice day

~WO meng DE ai~

2005-09-11T12:31:00.000-07:00

( Wo Gei Ni De Ai）

TO LAo PO:

From Dada LG wIF Love

Lao po.. sorry haha realli like wat i wrote alot haha think im falling with myself le.. lol so bhb but is allrite.. Yeah everyone study hard for your coming exams yeah? dun stress out! Stay cool and be happy!...

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2005-09-08T23:10:00.000-07:00

Today... WEll everything goes well.. Todays mood: happy. How about everyone out there who knows me? Are you all doing fine? what are you all feeling today? I love school =p... I mean if it isnt for someone i wouldnt like school larhs haha who would want to go to some place which the government deem to be a place for "education"? haha before Having that special SOmeone.. is Like a heaven For Bioing Gals.. Now is also Heaven But A heaven that Makes UP of Onli me and her.No more Bioing.. haha.. =p later get caught red handed... We all Know that wen we step into the school, there is time for everything.. We have to manage our time well... Yeah play .. must play hard.. and study... yes!!! dun bother... GO fail all the test haha... den ya you will be able to retake that module again.. yeah! think it the positive way... we can make more friends.. Isnt it good? haha and you knw wat? im very tire now.. haha can i continue some other time? yeah okies.. thats all for now! will update soon.. =p=p
~~~Loving You~~~
~~~Missing You~~~

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2005-09-07T01:00:00.000-07:00

I have make my decision to give her the last chance. And trust. Cause i really want her to be beside me, i really need her to be with me for the rest of my life. We go through so much le. Please dont let history repeats. I will be really very hurt if it really happens again.. or maybe not.. Cause if really happens.. is more of anger and hatre le bahs.. realli im serious.. Cant you all see that im serious here ? =p Lp, you have to keep all your promise this time round kies? Dunt let me be hurt le kies? I will do watever i can do to show you how much i love you.. So i how you too, will do wat it takes to make me trust you and also shows that you love me kies? I hope now the stories will never end.. Thanks for the GIfT! haha the pig still gt sound one! haha but den hor.. the two baby, inside no money one =p.. gt den i will eb even more happy haha.. =p=p oh ya Thanks to everyone who have shown me care and concern and who have help me thru this journey.. Thanks.. and also to lp who didnt giv up to be wif me.. haha very happy le.. gt such good bro and sis and such good gf.. haha okies.. as im writting this my eyes closing liao lorhs omg.. i think i have to go sleep le.. but jus eat till very full lohs haha nvm heck care.. i wan grow a bit bigger in size! ahha.. NIte to all and TAke care wor!

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2005-09-06T13:47:00.000-07:00

I though i said i need time? i ask others to see how you were cause i have to be alone also to think thru... that one hour im alone at the stadium... I make up my mind... but why you wrote all that in your blog? Do you really want me to leave you alone now? Is that what you really want now? I think it thru.. i wan to be with you.. i realli want. to.. thats wat im thinking alone in the stadium all the time.. but why you write all that in your blog? now it realli hurts me.. y?? If it is realli wat you wan, to leave you alone den be it bahs.. i wanted to tell you... after that one hour in the stadium that i wanted to continue my life with you.. i wanted to... and i read your blog.. wat had i done?? i wanted to faster think it thru so that i can giv you the ans faster.. i dun wan see you like this.. i wanted to giv you and ans that you will be happy... and i will be happy.. but y?? before i gt to say anything.. y you wrote all tt in your blog?? you know how sad i am now?

My fault~

2005-09-04T12:23:00.000-07:00

i choose this blog cuz.. of the rainee... sounds like someones name, my lao po, my love one... Have i realli DOne something wrong? i think i did.. Is all because of me.. im So sorry.. But who knows how i feel? who will ever knw?

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